Immigration
A part of my French passport, showing my picture and description. It was issued in Switzerland just before I returned to France and then went on to Le Havre with my father to board the ship to the United States.

There are pictures, which were never taken, which live only in our mind’s eye. For me, the most memorable of those imaginary films is the one of a ship, the SS Uruguay sailing into New York harbor on a June day in 1946. My father points out the Statue of Liberty, welcoming us to the United States, as our tugs maneuver us toward our pier along the East River. From very early in the morning, we, along with many of the other 350 displaced persons coming to America, have been stationed at the ship’s rail to catch the very first sight of our “new world.” My father then explains to me that the Statue of Liberty was a gift from the people of France, and I immediately feel assured that this ally of France will welcome me, a French citizen. Soon the ship docks at our pier. From our spot at the rail, we can see a crowd down below. People are waving and shouting as they recognize family members. All of a sudden, my father spots his two brothers, Otto and Hugo, who have come to meet us. He waves frantically, all the while trying to explain to me where they are standing in that huge crowd of people. Since I have never seen either of these uncles before, I am of course unable to pick them out. Eventually it is our turn to descend the steeply sloping gangplank. When we reach the end we finally step onto American concrete. We are immediately herded between rows of tall white wooden barricades. The people who have come to meet the ship crowd along the other side of the barrier. Eventually my father spots Otto and Hugo and they clasp hands across the wooden rail. Then we are pushed along with the crowd to pass through customs. There is a long, heart-stopping moment while our customs inspector carefully looks over our papers, our passports and visas. Then we have to open our luggage so that they can inspect it. Finally, they decide that we may really enter the United States, and we continue on to meet my father’s brothers. The usually reserved and unemotional adults hug and kiss each other and speak excitedly in German and English. There is so much they have to say to each other after a nine-year separation and a world war. Meantime, I stand beside my father not understanding anything. Finally they turn to me and try to speak French for my benefit, but neither uncle speaks it very well. All of a sudden, I realize that I am in a country where no one can understand me, abandoned with a group of strangers I don’t know. At that moment, I want to run back to the ship and return to France where the language makes sense and where I have loving relatives.

There are pictures, which were never taken, which live only in our mind’s eye. For me, the most memorable of those imaginary films is the one of a ship, the SS Uruguay sailing into New York harbor on a June day in 1946. My father points out the Statue of Liberty, welcoming us to the United States, as our tugs maneuver us toward our pier along the East River. From very early in the morning, we, along with many of the other 350 displaced persons coming to America, have been stationed at the ship’s rail to catch the very first sight of our “new world.” My father then explains to me that the Statue of Liberty was a gift from the people of France, and I immediately feel assured that this ally of France will welcome me, a French citizen. Soon the ship docks at our pier. From our spot at the rail, we can see a crowd down below. People are waving and shouting as they recognize family members. All of a sudden, my father spots his two brothers, Otto and Hugo, who have come to meet us. He waves frantically, all the while trying to explain to me where they are standing in that huge crowd of people. Since I have never seen either of these uncles before, I am of course unable to pick them out. Eventually it is our turn to descend the steeply sloping gangplank. When we reach the end we finally step onto American concrete. We are immediately herded between rows of tall white wooden barricades. The people who have come to meet the ship crowd along the other side of the barrier. Eventually my father spots Otto and Hugo and they clasp hands across the wooden rail. Then we are pushed along with the crowd to pass through customs. There is a long, heart-stopping moment while our customs inspector carefully looks over our papers, our passports and visas. Then we have to open our luggage so that they can inspect it. Finally, they decide that we may really enter the United States, and we continue on to meet my father’s brothers. The usually reserved and unemotional adults hug and kiss each other and speak excitedly in German and English. There is so much they have to say to each other after a nine-year separation and a world war. Meantime, I stand beside my father not understanding anything. Finally they turn to me and try to speak French for my benefit, but neither uncle speaks it very well. All of a sudden, I realize that I am in a country where no one can understand me, abandoned with a group of strangers I don’t know. At that moment, I want to run back to the ship and return to France where the language makes sense and where I have loving relatives.